Saturday, September 18, 2010

A state of mind

at the esperanza
keuka
Around this time of year I start to think I am not worthy of living in such a lovely place.  Really, lots of the time I am down on how (cold and snowy) NY can be throughout the winter.  I don't really appreciate as much as I should the pure beauty of my surroundings.  Because, honestly, I do live in a pretty beautiful area.  I can drive to a handful of lakes and bays, climb mountains, hike in forests, and hit the beach or falls without needing to spend more than an hour or two traveling.  That is pretty lucky. 
sailboats at the grill
on the overlook
I spent my childhood (and now my adulthood) living close to the water.  It shook me to think of my cousins who didn't live down the street from a lake.  Spending time at the water was, and is today, such a big part of my outdoor time that not having one within a few minutes amazed and even scared me.  I often think back to those days, of being afraid of not being near water, when I start to get down on my locale.  Now if I thought about living far from (cold and snow) I feel a bit uneasy.  There is something about the seasons and this land and how rooted (and routed!) I am to this town, those little side roads, and these quaint shops.  I do love it here and all the sun, clouds, snowflakes, colorful leaves, and warm breezes that come with living right exactly where I want to be.

8 notes:

Anna said...

Beautiful. I grew up on the coast of Lake Michigan. There is so much magic in living near the water. Enjoy!

Jane said...

Do I recognize Keuka Lake? My grandparents had a place there. Many memories were made on that lake!

willowluna said...

I feel much the same way about where we live. It was a deliberate choice to move back here from NH, for family & because we wanted to be in a place with 4 distinct seasons and all of the beauty of this state. I love NY!

Relyn said...

You are most certainly blessed, Jessica. I am now totally landlocked and I ache for the water. Ache for it. How wonderful, not only that you are blessed, but that you know it.

Rebekah said...

gorgeous photos! I am starting to feel the same way about my home state.

Heather said...

I feel so much the same way in the dead on winter in colorado. Knowing that my boys are growing up along the mountains, with so much beauty and out door life is something that I know that they will cherish. That does not, however, mean that I will openly embrace 6 months of winter weather :)

Nicola (Which Name?) said...

I have always wondered where you lived. Now I know. And yes, you are very lucky indeed!
Nicola

A Day That is Dessert said...

I feel the same way about life on the water. I love that you're feeling like you're living exactly where you want to be! xo